The Medicine We Most Hunger For: Standing Our Ground and Breaking Our Silence
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There is a sickness within humanity today, a deep suppression of our interconnectivity as the powers that be, or Dark Agenda, continually attempt to segregate, separate, and stagnate our natural tendencies to share and pass on our wisdom. This false way of living keeps us flighty, flaky, and unable to manifest our sacred gifts. We then become disconnected, disenchanted, and disloyal to ourselves and to all that has been given to us.

To remedy this sickness, we must burst out of the cages that isolate us and get connected to the causes and concerns that break our hearts wide open. We can no longer waste time; instead we must find our tribe, find our location, and settle down to the task at hand by becoming trustworthy guardians of our local domain.

It’s time to sink down into our roots and reconnect with the natural, the primal, and the instinctual. It’s time to untether and reclaim all the aspects of ourselves that have been shamed, hidden, and tamped down so we can ground our full being and powerful medicine into the world. We must dig extra deep and restore the sacred gift and wisdom that’s been placed in our being, for exactly this time.

We each have an evolutionary gift to bring to the table that will take courage to find and conviction to share. We must pass on our wisdom, and inform, inspire, and illuminate. We must gather the people, create the space, and make it happen.

Our very lives and the well-being of humanity depend on it now.


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We need to stand our ground and pass on our wisdom.

Sovereign Sexuality

According to the highest tantric texts and the sacred wisdom being remembered by priestesses today, the sexual act is not only the most potent transformational medicine, it is also the hidden doorway to unprecedented awakening. Sexual alchemy is the transformation of our dense nature into something more refined and pure, if we create the sacred space for Her to enter.

Like the symbol of the cross, there is the vertical mark that symbolizes the masculine plane out into the cosmos and the horizontal mark that symbolizes the feminine plane out into the world. When we bring these two together in ourselves, and with another, we create the rigorous life energy and depth of being that we so need. This sacred infusion of aliveness will bless our bodies, minds, and hearts with the endurance and stamina needed to keep on keeping on during these tumultuous times.

It’s time to sink into our genitals and stop wasting our energy on mindless sex that is goal-oriented or plugged into the pornographic world. These human tendencies have been monopolized by an extremely dark force, what we are calling the Dark Agenda, that ensnares our vital life force, creating a powerful addiction that snuffs out the beckoning doorway to this vast awakening and intimacy with another. This is precisely what the Dark Agenda wants: addictive, sniveling wretches unable to see or care about what is going on around them—mere sexual junkies.

To counter this, we must only say yes to those moments that will replenish us, elevate us, and bring us genuinely closer together.

The very power that could set us on fire must not be dampened down by compromise.

We need to reclaim and elevate our sovereign sexuality.

Accountability, Boundaries, and Integrity

It’s time to stand up and say no to the energetic drains, the distractions, and the constant onslaught of social media and the never-ending to-do list. All of this weakens our will and is brilliantly designed to do so.

We are being urged to look at our wishy-washy choices, half-hearted decisions, and feelings of entitlement and scream out, “No more!” Instead, let us tap into the energy of rebellion and the sacred rebel within us. Be the resister to all that is false and untrue.

We have to honestly check in with ourselves and ask, “Am I walking the path that I claim to be? Am I still squandering piles of money, time, and energy on superficial materialism and unnecessary travel? How do I get rid of that which I no longer need?”

Accountability, integrity, and honor are the qualities that smash to smithereens the doctrines of the Dark Agenda that are forced upon us. We must remember there are right and wrong actions in this world, and we must be willing to be one who steps into right living and right actions.

The Fierce Feminine is hunting for people who are willing to stand up and say, “No, not on my watch am I going to let you take away the basic human rights and dignity of my brothers and sisters.” She needs men and women to stand up and bring the daily cruel and barbaric horrors to an end. Every day animals, nature, and people are forced to give up their bodies, land, and time in an attempt to feed the insane hunger of an overpopulated world. In truth, the only entitlement we have is to share the resources that are mindfully given.

No one is more deserving than another.

We must not compromise our personal integrity.

Discernment, Depth, and Awakening in Relationships

Relationships take on a whole new level for anyone who has chosen to embody the Fierce Feminine, i.e., anyone who is sincerely engaged in seeking truth, speaking out, and deprogramming others from the current cultural/social norms to transcend the Dark Agenda.

A relationship with another who has taken the “red pill” as it were (as seen in the movie The Matrix) provides the crucible for genuine and amplified transformation. However, you could also find yourself careening head and heart first into all kinds of strange and menacing territories. This is where discernment comes in, as well as the ability to be aware and speak up.

It takes courage to speak out against the tide of popular opinion. And that’s exactly what we must do—we must speak out, love more, humble ourselves often, tell the truth, show up, go out on a limb, defend the innocent, and trust our intuition.

Courage is the ability to do something that frightens you. This means that you don’t get away from feeling the fear or even being trampled by it. But when you can, you rise and stand—ready, willing, and able to do what must be done.

For too long we have stayed in abusive relationships, denied the amount of debt we are in, turned our back on cruel behavior, protected the industries we have worked for, defended the country we were born into, and hidden the many ways in which our hearts are broken. It is time to not live up to the expectations placed upon us. It’s time to disregard other people’s opinions and to live by our own moral compass.

Again, society has been rendered useless under the spell of “what other people might think.” This creates a status quo held in place by false means. I suggest we examine carefully all that we are agreeing to quite simply because we are too afraid to challenge it.

A yes is a yes. A no is a no. And an “I don’t know” is also a no.

We must take heart and be brave.

Breaking Our Silence

Spiritual awakening and self-actualization are no longer a luxury; they’re an imperative. Because of our collective level of access, privilege, and opportunity, we must be a moral and awake force on this planet, continually transforming the world into a better place.

One of the ways in which we sabotage our brilliance and effectiveness is by not telling the truth. Lies, secrets, and cover-ups create the weight of guilt upon our shoulders, dulling down our beauty and spontaneity and giving rise to anger. Guilt is an energy that the Dark Agenda loves to play with. It pulls us here, there, and everywhere as the whole artificial world is created by the pursuit of pleasure and the avoidance of guilt, leaving us feeling like rudderless ships upon the ocean.

The only way out of this quagmire is to tell the truth—the absolute and relative truth. We must wield the sword of discernment, cutting through denial and illusion until we find the pure and untainted Truth. And yes, this feels dangerous—because it is. We fear we will lose something if we reveal it. So we stay silent. But we cannot carry on this way any longer.

We must light up like a meteor and access our sacred rage as we excavate our throats in search of our authentic voice. Let us create safe containers where we can access these deep-down voices and encourage one another to sound them with full authenticity. Over time our one voice will join with many others to become a unified sound of
(r)evolution.

Our sacred rage is the catalyzing agent of change.

We must not be silent when truth needs to be spoken.

Surrender Your Masculine Mind

Trust and intuition go hand in hand, and each feeds the other. Surrender your masculine mind and its insistent need for proof, logic, and clear thinking. Instead, delve deep into the animal nature of your being, and sniff, snuffle, track, and scan. Everything you need to know is within you.

Remember, Her channel is wisdom, discernment, knowing, and a pure sense of doing the right thing. To restore our intuition, we will have to overthrow the Dark Agenda’s sedation. Lifting one veil at a time, we shall start to see things (and people) as they truly are.

She will reveal to us a way to live in harmony with the natural world and its natural inhabitants. The fallout, however, will be the acute ability to see that which is unnatural, artificial, and “watching our every move.” We won’t be able to say we don’t know anymore.

This is the price tag for knowing thyself.

We must trust our intuition and see things as they really are.

Reconnecting With Our Original Innocence

These days most of us are in survival mode, our nervous systems continually activated by the horrors being inflicted on people, places, and animals across the globe. This is unsustainable, so we must find ways to nurture and come home to ourselves.

All of the crises of our time are variations on the theme of separation and ignorance. Until we awaken to our origins, the deep wellspring of our essential nature, we will not flourish.

In these chaotic times, we need a spiritual resource to ground us so we can stay centered in our sacred work and do what truly matters each day. We need to lean into the spiritual technology and sustenance contained within ritual, prayer, and ceremony to galvanize our personal resources.

However, we must be mindful of a trap that’s out there: the false teachers, communities, and religions that entice us to their door. They offer not faith, but fear. They take the precious stirrings of our Soul and misuse the trust (and money) we have placed in them. We must be vigilant and trust our intuition, and should we suspect we are in the grip of a false guru, leave immediately.

Cultivating awakening is a vulnerable process, and it must be treated with reverence and care. The great work of the Soul is to gather all the divergent parts together and forge them into an undivided unity. The only other person who could possibly walk this journey with us is someone sincerely on the path, or someone a little farther ahead.

The hallmarks of being ahead can only be compassion, joy, and encouragement. Manipulation, accusation, judgment, fear, superiority, and arrogance are dead giveaways that your guide is a masquerader. Your spiritual guide is only there to serve your authentic awakening and to remind you of the power of who you are, including the power of your discernment.

Our original innocence is a precious and sacred fire that burns within. We must enshrine its purity within our hearts.

Our original innocence is the crown we once lost.

The Medicine We Most Hunger For

The Fierce Feminine is the medicine we most hunger for in this moment of our evolution, but we may not know it. We are sick and tired of stasis, remaining the same, and not getting anywhere.

This longed-for force shall open us to gnosis, revelation, and wild ecstatic freedom. Many people hold back, fearing Her ferociousness will tip them over the edge, and they will become too wild, too mad and unpredictable. This is the voice of fear that will always keep you from Her.

The Fierce Feminine will loosen our minds, shake off our masks, vivify our sacred purpose, and make real our Soul essence and reason for being here. As we come into contact with this forbidden part of ourselves, this long-awaited union explodes the body, heart, and mind into a third, and currently unknown, being. Something the Dark Agenda has feared for an incredibly long time, but She—and we—have patiently longed for.

©2020 by Anaiya Sophia. All Rights Reserved.
Excerpted with permission from the book: Fierce Feminine Rising.
Publisher: Destiny Books, a divn. of Inner Traditions Intl..

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Fierce Feminine Rising: Heal from Predatory Relationships and Recenter Your Personal Power
by Anaiya Sophia

Fierce Feminine Rising: Heal from Predatory Relationships and Recenter Your Personal Power by Anaiya SophiaA guide for embodying the courage of the Fierce Feminine, or Dark Mother, to heal yourself and the world at large. After millennia of suppression, the Fierce Feminine is making a dramatic resurgence to express our universal outrage. She is rising collectively now, and many women--and men--are feeling a welling up of sacred rage inside, a calling to set things right in our own lives and seek justice for those who can’t defend themselves.

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Anaiya SophiaAnaiya Sophia is a mystic, author and initiator of Sacred Marriage. She is a wellspring of both wisdom and experience and is known for her role in birthing New Paradigm Relationships, Divine Sexuality and the Awakening of the Sacred Body. Her books include Open your Heart with Kundalini Yoga, Pilgrimage of Love, Womb Wisdom, Sacred Sexual Union, The Rose Knight, and Sacred Relationships: The Practice of Intimate Erotic Love. Visit her website at AnaiyaSophia.com/

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